I hate when I want to blog about something but I can’t, because it isn’t someTHING I want to blog about, but someONE…or someoneS….and while they may not read this or even know that I’m writing about them, I don’t want to take that chance.  So instead I have to internalize everything I want to say and I can’t. Grrr…annoying.  But it isn’t even necessarily all “bad” stuff…ok, yes it is because if it wasn’t I wouldn’t be cautious about blogging it, lol. But I guess I can look at it this way, while I have to internalize everything I’m thinking and feeling about those someones (I know, bad grammar) at least I’m not out gossiping about them. Maybe I’ll blog it but not publish it, then I can at least vent and get it of f my chest!

On to another subject….Colstrip Days. The annual Colstrip Days celebration was this weekend. It is the one time during the year that there is actually a lot of stuff going on. I do remember it being much bigger though. When I look back on Colstrip days of the past I remember it lasting from Friday morning until Sunday night, it seems like there was just so much more, but when I try to remember what else was going on, I can’t recall any specific thing that was happening that doesn’t still happen. So I’m wondering if it is just my little-kid perspective? Was it just ‘bigger’ because I was smaller? Anyway, this year was a great year. I went out TWO nights in a row… and I never go “out”. I think the last time I went to a bar for more than like one drink was at least over a year ago.  I am tired, to say the least, today, but I had a lot of fun. I am still on my 10 years and counting of no hangovers. I am so, so glad I know when I’m to the point that if I drink anymore it’s going to be bad and I can stop. A hangover to me is pretty much like a migraine, I get those damn things enough as it is, why get one on purpose?!

I know I had other things on my mind to blog about, but the kids are beyond crabby and tired so I’ve been refing fights between them while trying to type this and have totally lost my train of thought…which reminds me that I need to do a “10-minutes in the mind of Dani” blog again sometime. But not right now…

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